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Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 9:11 AM
a boy, sweet-dear-thosometimescranky-little-innocent boy.

a mom, also a sweet equally "young" lady-maintaining her jelitaness at her best. heh.

a maid. a normal one. (nothing much to describe)

scene : morning. at their small little home and surrounding.

scene 1:
The mother gets ready to work, showered and she's late as usual.
The boy come into the bedroom, in his clean clothes and look fresh. He takes his toys (cars, trucks, trucks, or anything to do with transports;his favs) to their bed and playing around.
The mother talks to him gently and persuade him to leave the room for awhile, for her to get cloths on.
(note : it's a small-sized bedroom, so she cant move freely around when the toys and whtsoever laying on the floor, and the little kid now starts pulling her hand to living room to watch tv with him)

scene 2:
The mother now gets dressed and scarfed with little touch-up on her face.
(she's a natural beauty-firm believer. whether it works on her or not, tht's another case altogether). :-)
The little boy clung to her. And he starts to make "that face" now.
The maid tries to persuade him, and put on his shoes, as if they're going to have a morning walk outside.
The mother smiles, wearily. She knows another scene going to take place now.

scene 3:
They're walking outside their house. The mother should go to the right, to get to her car a block away. (oh btw, she rents a parking lot, 70 hengget a month, in order to avoid hassle with the security and management, lucky her, at least to get the chance to find one!)
The plan is, the maid to distract the boy to opposite way, and to fascinates him with birds, cats, or whtsoever tht might works.
Naah. He's quite clever this boy. (my dear boy)
He turns to his mother direction and finds she's walking away from him, so naturally he cries for her and runs to her.
My, my my...here's another scene. She knew it already.

scene 4:
So the mother takes the little boy walks to their car. He now seems very happy. And building up hopes, she guess.
Oh. They pass by security guards (pelakon tambahan) and he greets her as usual. Waalaikumsalam. Her brief reply.

scene 5 :
They reach at their car parking spot. She let him in, she gets in later, and put him on her lap, starts the engine, and off they go.
To their house.
The maid waiting for them. She takes him out from the car. The boy gets panic. And frustrated. He now crying.
The mother try not to watch him, but she couldnt resist. She mouthed words "bye..i love you.." from inside the car, but her heart cries out loud.
The boy hurls his hands try to reach out to the mother. She drove off.

scene 6 :
She now feels so guilty. And empty.
She turns on the radio, coincidently this song played on.



If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me
No "mommy" please dont go
If you leave me now, you'll take away the very heart of me
No "mommy" please dont go

A love like ours is love thats hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes we'll both regret
Things we said today


scene 7:
The poor mother writes this story in her blog.
She hardly concentrates on her works.

huhuhu

Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 10:03 AM by mommyalif
i'm in all scenes.. very well written!!! CLAP CLAP

i guess for some of us, the storyline is the same, cuma the roles are different. **sigh

Oh poor thing!

Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 10:08 AM by rotidua
ala shiannya... i know i know how that must've felt. Sedihnya.

A dilemma we working mothers have to bear every morning. :(
Heartbreaking moment.

Balik nanti pujuk Ummar ok. Probably it would help if the night before, waktu nak tidur tu you tell him what's the plan tomorrow. What to expect.. that mommy is going to work and he would enjoy his day at home. Waktu dia baru tidur, bisik dekat ubun2 dia pun membantu tau.

You may be surprised, diorang bley faham tau kita pun ada commitment lain. *Hugs*

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Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 10:27 AM by lazydaisy
exactly the same routine with adam...
danial dah besar sikit so he knows/understand the routine...

you are not alone im sure all working moms memang ada this "guilty" feeling..

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Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 10:31 AM by mosh
ala kesian nya working mother. while it is bad to have it at home, it's even worse to have it in front of the nurseries you know. long time ago when they were small, my children also created similar scenes at their nurseries. haru gak tu. takpa i'm sure he'll grow up fast enough that suddenly one day you wondered when it stopped.

can't "see" the song but i know what song you're talking about thanks to the lyrics ;)

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Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 10:42 AM by butterflutter
Panjang jugak scene tu, berapa minit agaknya.

Sila lah angkat tangan siapa yg tak pernah go thru scenes mcm tu.

take 1

Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 11:03 AM by oflionandbear
mommyalif,
aah lah kan. org lain pun sure mcm ni jgk. and maybe siap ada ramai pelakon tambahan lagi.
van driver la, cikgu la, cikgu lain lagi.
now when i think of next year plan to send him to school, addooii meng'horror'kan.

RotiNotti,
i did. i talk to him, masa malam la, pagi la, anytime yang i rasa seswai for him to listen. and sometimes masa dia baru2 tidur (i heard it's good time for him to memorize our words,ntah la kan harap2 mcm tu la)
i think, he knows. he understands. sbb..esp bila i siap2 tu dia lg la try to distract my attention. he knows i'm leaving. kdg2 saje2 buat ada masalah dgn toys, so dia nak i tend the probs, or kalau dia takde idea, he just simply cries. so lagi la melambatkan process mak dia ni bersiap and yang dah mmg lambat pong.

smlm masa lunch break i balik rumah bwk dia pegi drive thru mcD, nasib baik rumah dekat je.
sometimes i try to compensate my time for him.
eg kalau weekend i ada plan nk gi mana2, if possible i bwk dia sekali. kalau tempat dan masa tak mengizinkan, i compensate by taking him to tht pasar going routine, tho it's not so convenient lah nk membeli belah bersama budak kecik.

take 2

Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 11:11 AM by oflionandbear
Nisa,
aah i'm not alone. i'm sure org lain pun berperasaan and berdilemma sama. :-(
masa diorg kecik je mcm ni kan? see mcm danial dah besar ok jer kan?
(nak tunggu sampai dia besar ni yg patah hati je mak dia ni)

Mosh,
aah. kalau kat nursery, lagi haru tu you. mana lagi mak/bapak dia nk kena control jelita/hensem depan cikgu-cikgu lagi. isshh..the very the unpleasant scene.
hihihih
(btw, i purposedly letak lyric for reference for those yang AwakTiub-not friendly).

BF,
panjang jgk. kalau buat drama sempat ada 2-3 slot iklan lah rasanya. :-)

:(

Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 1:12 PM by futuredoc
uwaaaaaa sedih!!!!!!
tapi tanggungjawab kita lebih dari satu..hu hu hu

gart pun nak nangis sama ..

Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 4:01 PM by gartblue
uwaa .. well written woman!

you know what? they grow up soon enough. yesterday ariz was up just as we were about to leave, so took both adani & ariz for a spin-round-the-block. and suprisingly, once I stopped in front o fthe house, he opened th edoor, kissed me and walked into the house, no fanfare whatsoever .. aku terluka!

take 3

Posted on Jan. 29, 2008 at 10:41 PM by oflionandbear
Aliya,
itulah. byk lg commitment kita. tp bila kita pikir balik, those other commitments we r doing for our family actually.
hmmm...

Gartie,
Betul lah kan? maybe soon soonest he'll forget to cry for this mom and just busy catching up with frens plak.
dooii..hati terluka jgk tu kang.

sian Ummar

Posted on Jan. 31, 2008 at 11:13 AM by famygirl
it might get better (for him) when he starts going to school. time tu mak dia yang ada separation anxiety :P

the best thing is to spend time ngan Ummar when you dah balik. sometimes calling him up from the office to ask him about his day might help too, sebab you'd be telling him that you'll be coming home nanti... so he'd be looking forward to that.

*hugs*

take 4

Posted on Feb. 2, 2008 at 10:11 AM by oflionandbear
*hugs*

i think so. when starts schooling, he'll get some other stuff on his own. his teacher, his frens, his books, his themed stationaries (agaknya), his tv channels and sharing interests with frens.
dooiii..just hope there's always a special room for this mommy in his mind, nonetheless.

err..now he hasnt make up sentences yet, just few words je..momm momm momm..sayuuu

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Posted on Feb. 4, 2008 at 1:42 PM by lana
well written! you're not alone.. *hugs*

:(

Posted on Feb. 5, 2008 at 2:48 PM by Untitled Comment
sob...sob...sob

:(

Posted on Feb. 5, 2008 at 2:49 PM by ***
sob...sob...sob

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